BurningChastity7

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Vent. by BurningChastity7, literature

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Vent.

Don’t waste your time Not a second more on me I know that I am worthless Without me you are free The suffering that it caused you The pain you’d clearly feel Pretending that you loved me When none of it was real Sympathy is fading And resentment’s bleeding through The lies are penetrating And there’s plenty you could do You weaken my emotions With every word you say And when your fit is over You pretend it’s all ok You’re really quite sadistic You love to see the fear You pride in your ability To cause another tear You’ve been quite the fighter You really think you’re brave Your cr

Trash by BurningChastity7, literature

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Trash

Today I found the letters That I'd received from you I wonder if you knew your words Were threaded with untruth Within them was a story Told of a better day A place now unfamiliar A friendship thrown away I don't want no pity In life you're moving on I just miss talking to ya It hurts to know you're gone I'm sorry I was there for you When life seemed hard to bear I'm sorry I'm not good enough To make you want to care

Dark. by BurningChastity7, literature

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Dark.

Once in while in the midst of the night In the darkness within I am trembling with fright New feelings unwelcome; but still entertained The urge to reveal to the world; well contained The longings are haunting and begging to stay No one will know; I cannot got astray Supposedly contented, within my stable mind Push away all dubious thoughts; leave them far behind Embrace what you have now; that’s what they all would say Hold tight to what you know you have, don’t let it get away If you were to take a chance; and let your feelings show If you were to step outside and let the present go The life you’ve known would tw

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daddy by BurningChastity7, literature

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daddy

Refreshing Like a frigid splash of ignorance Is your faith in me. Runnning in circles Again and again The cycle stops I catch my breath As a blow of familiarity knocks me down again And perches on top of me. I know what this is... You're brining me down... With the words you never say... Just say taht you believe in me!!! Is it so hard to put aside, One ounce of foolish pride??? To admit that I'm not who you think I am The picture you've created And arrogant express. I admit that I'm not perfect But I'd thought you were better than Who you have become Pulling a frame over my head Struggling I fall helplessly into the p

In Repair by BurningChastity7, literature

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In Repair

Never felt this way before I`m falling from you more and more YOu are my father up above My heart was always filled with love For all your ways Wanted to be in you You made me feel so secure I owe you so much Yet now i drown slowly in my thoughts That somehow i`m stuck in this... Robotically My motivational spirt my hope that things will get better Have evaporated Into this faint mist of despairing prayer Filled with uncertainty That my heart will change And that everything i do Will someday soon be because I love you Again Why am I letting this happen? It`s not that I don`t Love you As much as that i don`t deserve you

Blind by BurningChastity7, literature

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Blind

Talk to me Actually Let me know more Than what people see Don`t be afraid You`ve got nothing to hide Doesn`t matter what you say I`ll be there by your side I know that I should talk to you About the way I feel Just thinking about my hopes and dreams I know they`ll never be real Too many barriers, worries and things I feel like a puppet And you hold the strings But you don`t have a clue How I feel for you So I fall down Crumple into myself Try to push my thoughts away onto an emotion stacked shelf The one on which I place Everything I can`t say It will build up inside Day after lonely day By the time you realize My

The wall by BurningChastity7, literature

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The wall

There`s a wall that`s between us Frantically struggling I can`t get past It`s bricks of need, confussion Broken hearts Hoping that this ladder I`m trying to build Out of kindness and patience Love Will not crumble down And let me fall Further than if I`d never tried at all Wondering If my vain attempts ever suceed And I make it over Will you be waiting there Have you been working on breaking down the wall too? Or will you be completley out of sight And leave me staring at a deserted landscape The hollow winds Burning through my heart Forever

Life by BurningChastity7, literature

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Life

Have you ever stopped Forfeited life`s demands And looked around you? Absorbed the beauty of the world, Each flower, person, even the simple... Beauty of the wind, That contains the sustaining means of life. The pleasures that can be enjoyed, Once the meaningless is put aside. Time is ticking, faster than a blink, Give yourself some time to think. You don`t know what you`ve got till it`s gone. A saying wise and ne`re proved wrong. Don`t be another, who finds out too late, With ignorance as your vain excuse, As you crash into the fate... Of everyone who gets caught up in the ways, Of material life. Life... Is it a task? Som

Prayer by BurningChastity7, literature

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Prayer

These faces are faded From what they used to be. They now are torn and jaded A mocking symphony. Grasping for a hand to hold... To hold on tight to me. To pull me from this bitter life And set my spirit free. I need you now My Saviour...forever. Deliver me... Please put my life back together. Jesus... I love you There`s noone Above you My desire There`s none higher Keep me near To you. And when my heart Is torn in two... And tears flow down I think of you... My foundation You won`t let me fall I love you You`re my all in all.

The Loss by BurningChastity7, literature

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The Loss

Decievingly it burns, As life flys by. Casting memories into the past as it turns. Can`t grasp the light, although you try. Life is gone, in an Angel`s blink. Before there`s truley time to think. If the eye is not aware, The greedy flame consumes its fill. The heart encompased in darkness, not a care. Completely against the conscious mind`s will. As you regret all your gain, You long to live once again. Go forward, into the past, Try to, fight to control the flame. Make this heavenly hell last. You can win this reality game. So take a breath and just rewind, Beware of what your eye can`t find. Don`t slip on what you think yo

Too Late by BurningChastity7, literature

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Too Late

Wasted so much time, Wishing you were mine. Wrapped around my heart were you, Filtering logic pushing through. I gave you more than I really had, I`d never realized the harm...of this fad. You`ve murdered the respect I had for myself, Another trophy on your shelf. You`ve vanished into a brand new day, Your care for me has slipped away. A heavy cage surrounds me now, Aching to escape, never learning how. My faith in me is fading fast, Embracing visions of the past. Someone of whom I`d say I`m proud, A still voice whispers something loud. "There`s endless things that you can be, Don`t you dare give in, make me proud of me." Th

Stuck by BurningChastity7, literature

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Stuck

In this state, Of turbulant dispair, Breaking down the gate, Of constant lack of care. My hopes they die, With each stab of your smile. The power of your lie. Does it even matter to you anymore? If I`m dead or alive, Crawling back to your door. I wish my love was never shown, So that you could manipulate... Playing hostage with my heart. Why couldn`t you just tell me straight? That you don`t care...I`m torn apart. The lifeline of my hopes and dreams, You`ve hung to dry. With everything you didn`t say, it seems... The only thing I`ve left to do, Is cry.

Slipping by BurningChastity7, literature

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Slipping

This pain has been burning, Consuming...not a friend. My sanity is slipping, Grasping for distraction... For this just all to end. Rewind, With the power of ignorance, In my mind. Back to when this had just begun. Listening more intently, To the slightest stab of common sense, Before being overcome by the blindness. Ceasing the pain before the gears... had even began to turn. Ceasing the memories that are illusions... Of happiness. Cease the fire, Smothered with the intellegence I wish I`d had. Watch my hearts scattered pieces acknowledge one another... And fall back together. Falling out of love. No regrets... Just thin

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Carousel by darkillusi0ns, literature

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Carousel

My bearer of good news, has become my unsung eulogy. The glazed look in my eyes return. Your words, forboding what is to come- I cry. Spinning on this never ending carousel. Everything isn't making any sense; Make it stop! The wild horses breathe heavily in exhaustion, As they try and take me somewhere- anywhere Besides where we are now; Turning Revolving Around the facts of which I do not know- the unknown. The new beginning, or ending Depending on how long it will take To step off the parade of chaos. Taking hold of the horses reigns, You have become the reason I have to take an extra step back. Losing my balance as the

Eluding this Eternity by darkillusi0ns, literature

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Eluding this Eternity

To feel through my fingertips, The warmth you harbour in. My soul ignites, although wading in darkness, Burning through eyes once dimmed. Travelling freely throughout my body, Overcoming my blistered disposition. Suns gone down, but the temperatures still rising. My sense of mind faded; I shall not retort. =Ashes to ashes; thoughts molded, yet I still feel this way. Keep burning, I'll tell you. Give me continuous heat. A passion that's yearning; fufilled with the need. To be burning inside you, searing so strong. An ongoing measure, to forever belong. To feel in my life again, A want to take substancial air in. My lungs expa

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Canada
Deviant for 19 years
www.myspace.com/lifestooshortforurls
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Current Residence: Port Colborne
Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
Personal Quote: C.ertainly A.m N.ot T.rying

Favourite Visual Artist

Mandi!

Favourite Movies

Phantom of The Opera

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Kutless, Blindside, MCR, Our Lady Peace...soo many more.

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Mandi!

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Love DDR!!

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PS2

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umbrella...

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BurningChastity7

Aug 29, 2006

wow...

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soo much stuff has happened to me emotionally latley and yet I can't find the words to put it into a poem...maybe it's cuz I don't want people to know subconsciously or something...either way, I think I'll try again soon since (8) it's been a while...(8)  If you wanna know how I've been feeling latley this song seems to sum it up... Staind-Epiphany Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel i

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BurningChastity7

May 5, 2006

fine.

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don't comment on my beautiful picture:p  I don't even know if I'm talking to anyone anyways lol.  la di da di...

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BurningChastity7

Nov 25, 2005

hrmm...

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I haven't done any writing on here it makes me saddish, I've got some ideas...I'mma try to come up with something soon!  As for journal entries, I always update my livejournal so if any of you wanna know how life is for me just go to my account http://www.livejournal.com/users/godslilfangirl/  .  Keep on posting, I love reading/viewing all your guy's stuff!