soo much stuff has happened to me emotionally latley and yet I can't find the words to put it into a poem...maybe it's cuz I don't want people to know subconsciously or something...either way, I think I'll try again soon since (8) it's been a while...(8) If you wanna know how I've been feeling latley this song seems to sum it up...

Staind-Epiphany

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little *girl* inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said